2014: What worked!

Friends,

I haven't posted at all in 2014 and that's for some good reasons, like spending time with my kids, and for some bad reasons, like not having much to say. We have welcomed home a new daughter, Eloise, and are head over heels in love. She is such a good baby! But with having a baby, especially in winter, the result is that you are couped up in the house a lot. A LOT. And that's hard for this mama to do. I've found that sometimes Andy or my mom are the only adults I talk to...for a whole week at a time. I love them, but I need more than that. I feel lonely and isolated. I need to do better at calling people, finding time to meet with friends over coffee, etc. And I'm going to. In the meantime, I'm going to blog. Because nursing gives me lots of time to sit still and think. And I've had a lot to think about.

I don't read many blogs, because I tend to get carried away and spend an entire nap time travelling from one blog to another aimlessly. But one blog I read and love is Casey Chappell's, who is a friend of mine. And from her blog or instagram feed, I found Lara Casey. I was so intrigued by Lara's new book and now am slowly working through it. I want to be intentional with my time, and unless I stop to search and dream and plan, nothing intentional happens. I am currently working through chapter two, which has me identifying and meeting and getting to know my fears. And I'm having a hard time naming them. I just know there are lots. So I'm stopped, praying through what my fears are. What they are deep down. I can't just pass over it, because I know fear motivates a lot of what I do, and even more what I don't do.

But one thing I can do is review 2014- to look back at what worked for our family. And I wanted to share them with you, because hearing what worked for others has helped me. So here's what worked for us in 2014:

1. Having a baby
2014 started with me swearing I never wanted to be pregnant again. And I meant it. I wanted to adopt all our babies from here on out. Andy and I had attended adoption conferences, met with adoptive parents we knew, read Adopted for Life, and prayed and prayed. And in the end, Andy just didn't feel ready. So we started trying for baby #3 and a day later, I was pregnant. It was a bit faster than I was prepared for. And I won't lie to you- it was hard. Maybe the hardest thing I've ever done. This pregnancy took a physical toll I only met by daily grace from the Lord getting me through each day at a time. But I was, however, very excited to meet our newest daughter. And on November 13, I did. She was 8 lbs of beautiful mercy. And with her birth came physical relief from pain along with a heart that grew every second to love completely another life, another daughter, another blessing. We are now outnumbered by littles, and it's not easy, but it's not the hard I thought it would be. Most days, it's great. It's grace.

2. Driving a minivan
Our last vehicle could not fit three car seats across the backseat, so we took the plunge and got a minivan. Looking back, I can't believe fear of man kept me from wanting one. A car's job is to get me safely from one place to another. I found that even though I didn't think I struggled with it, I was putting value in what kind of car people drove, like it said something about who they were. It took me one day of driving a minivan to throw all those lies out. Driving a minivan is awesome. Those sliding doors are a game changer! And now that I've had to nurse Eloise from the car in random parking lots all across Fort Worth, I'm super thankful we went with one that had a DVD player. Now the two bigger girls sit happily strapped in their car seats while I nurse in the front.

3. Team sports with friends
Andy and I want to be really careful about not overstretching our family with time commitments. We want our weekends and evenings to be together. Sophia is good at lots of things, but one thing she isn't naturally good at is large motor skills. So we thought we would try putting her in a team sport. She is a social butterfly and loves being around other kids and adults all. the. time. We signed up for soccer with a couple that are some of Andy and my best friends. Not only would Sophia and Jackson get to see each other each week, Andy and I would get to see our friends twice a week too! AND she would get to practice running, kicking, throwing, following rules, taking turns, and cheering others on. We did it through the YMCA and not only were we blessed to be on a team with lots of other people we knew, but we got to meet new people, even people we wouldn't have been able to meet any other way. What a great way to get out there and meet new people who you can share your story with and invite into the Great Story of God's Love. We plan to do it again in the fall and I really want to focus on meeting and investing in the other parents on the team.



4. Monthly meal planning
I didn't get this done each month, and the last two months, we've been eating off the generosity of friends who have brought us meals to help us transition into being a family of five. But when I did get it done, it was amazing! Not only did I never find myself scrambling to come up with something to eat for dinner that night, but making a grocery list was a snap. It takes a good two hours to plan every breakfast, lunch, and dinner for roughly 30 days, but in the end it saved so much time and I never had to feel stressed or behind by weekly planning. We made little adjustments here and there as things came up, but it was easy to do and the groceries were there and we used them all, instead of throwing out what we didn't get to.

5. Museum school
Sophia is a social butterfly, and Andy and I wanted Sophia to learn that she needs to take direction from all kinds of authority, not just Mommy and Daddy. I also wanted to enjoy a bit of alone time with Penny Mae (which I've never had before!) before Eloise came. So we enrolled her in the 3 year old class at the Fort Worth Science and History Museum. Her two teachers are WONDERFUL and she loves going! I am constantly impressed with the facts she can tell me when she gets home. It's only for two hours a week, but it's been a big hit with all of us!

6. Dana Dirksen CDs
There are six volumes of CDs called Questions with Answers. We only have the first one, which is about God and Creation. Each song asks a question and then answers it. The songs are simple, repetitive, and include a verse that answers the question. For instance, one song says:

How did God make Adam and Eve?
God made the body of Adam from the dust of the ground
How did God make Adam and Eve?
God made the body of Adam from the dust of the ground
      and formed Eve from the body of Adam.
Genesis 2 verse 7 God made the man from the dust of the ground
Genesis 2 verse 22 God formed the woman from the rib of the man
Ouch! Didn't that hurt?
No, he was sleeping!
How did God make Adam and Eve....etc.

I've used several of these songs to answer questions Sophie has or to explain things, like when our dog Berkley died. We have had lots of questions about death, and several of the songs helped me to give her an answer she had already heard and helped her to make sense of a scary situation.

7. A load a day of laundry
I hate doing laundry, so what usually happened was I would put it off. The loads would get large, and then I would find myself completely overwhelmed doing 3-4 over-sized loads of laundry. It took forever to get done and made the job bigger than it needed to be. This year I started shooting for doing a load a day. The loads are smaller and more manageable. It doesn't take long at all to do, so even though I'm doing it every day, it doesn't feel like I'm spending tons of time folding.

8. Sunday night pizza & a movie
We don't do it every Sunday, because I get burned out on pizza. But about every other week we order pizza and watch a movie with the kids. It's a fun way to end the weekend, usually also letting me prep for the week ahead. We also get an easy lunch out of the leftovers. It helps to start the week relaxed!

9. Chore charts & Point charts
There were a few routine things that I wanted Sophia to start doing each day to help out, but I found we were having to remind her a lot, and sometimes ask several times before they got done. I started using an easy chore chart I got off Pinterest, and it made such a difference. We go over the morning chores after lunch, and Sophia gets to put a sticker next to each of the chores she did without arguing. We would do it again just before bed at night. Before long, she was doing all of her chores without needing reminded or urged. It became habit. She also stopped napping in November. She has a two hour "rest time" on the couch with a quiet bin. She has three rules: stay on the couch, be quiet, and don't break anything. :) The girls also started sharing a room, and that has made bedtime a difficult time for sisters who aren't quite done playing together. If Sophia stays in bed and is quiet, she gets a point. When she gets to 10 points, she gets to pick something off her Amazon wish list that is under $5. I add things to her list to put in her quiet bin at nap time. It usually takes her 2-3 weeks to get to 10 points. (About every other night...so it's not totally working. But it's better than it was with no point chart!)

What are some things that worked for your family in 2014?